My ex who is also my best friend brought up that she's been texting a guy she met on a dating site.  That's the sorta thing that makes me want to binge, purge, then hurt myself in every way possible until I'm too tired to do anything else.  I hate myself so much, I feel like I'm not good enough, but I can't figure out what it is, so I blame everything about myself.
Lucky for me, I've got roommates who would hear all of that, so maybe writing it down will help me not think about it.