pain

while eveyrthing is going great... and i admit that, this weekend coming up is going to be awesome, but i hve this strong strong feeling like i just want to give up and die :)its almost as strong as when im really bad.. just wish the pain would go away along with the suicidal feelings. :(other than that im feeling okay :)

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I used to feel like that on my birthdays. Please don\'t give up. I want you to die old and accomplished. You have to go do & see everything you want first. You can\'t just give up
Axelrose
Axelrose

Just think if you die you wouldn\'t have that great/awesome weekend, and remember Being defeated is a temporary condition. Giving up is what makes it permanent
SecretlyDamaged
SecretlyDamaged

it does come and go thats why i try to keeep holding on, the feelings have subsided, they are always there and i just really wish i culd get rid of them.
thanks guys :)
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