My prayer to the soul inside me:
I pray that you understand why this is the best choice for us both. I pray that you will come back to me when I can be the mother that you disserve. I pray that if I no longer disserve you that you will bless someone who is desprately wanting a baby to love. I pray that you can forgive me for my selfishness and I pray that you have recieved from me the love that I cannot aknowledge that I have. Just know that I am sorry.