My lifestyle does influence my deathstyle because personally I plan to excecute my own death. To me it doesn't matter when I just know that I will. I know that if I don't kill myself something else will. I'm sure that I will find some way to do it whether its indirectly or not. Suicide seems to be my ultimate goal. So far thats the only outcome that I have been able to specify. I see it as a strength to not persoanlize my death for those who see it as tragic.