I hate ms, but I will not let it consume my life. I walk like I am drunk, so it is impossible to hide(I can barely walk). There are still things that I can do with MS, but there is also things that I have to think about not doing. For me, it is one physical step at a time. I don't like night, balance starts in the eyes. I have no reference on balance when the sun has gone down. We get reference of balance from being able to see the ground. That is why I know that we are part of the earth, I have always known this. I was born in Montana where we have mountains to see elevation. That is what I loved about the Swiss Alps, Switzerland reminds me of Montana. I wonder if I will ever get to see the Himalayas, or maybe the Andes in South America. I am really happy about being raised in the Rocky Mountains. I have never seen the Appalachians, maybe someday.