I ended up dropping my Kasier therapist.  I saw her Monday early and she just started bashing and judging me.  I turned in a complaint.  I have been real tired lately and don’t know why.  I am trying to eat better, but my braces make it hard.  To top it off the heat has been bad, not as bad as some people I am sure.  However I have had to work in it lately and I ended up going home early today due to the onset of heat exhaustion.

I am so tired of all of this.  When do you start to feel normal?  I have found myself laughing at the TV lately, that is a good sign.  I just am not sleeping well and not wanting to face the world.  I did restart college Monday as well, fun classes that don’t really count for anything, just 2 classes.  Drawing and Theater.  It is fun, for a while, then I realize I have to face my mess the coming day.