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I am writing again,i have avoided this site because i have went through so much guilt about my sons death and i felt like i needed to do it on my own but guess what you can't so here i am all messed up and trying to fix things... Gotta let God do it but i get impatient
Here i am bruised and battered!
jakeandsarahsmom66@yahoo.com new email
Here i am bruised and battered!
jakeandsarahsmom66@yahoo.com new email
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On my iPhone so I will write more tomorrow. I\'m glad you\'re back with us! I love you and have missed you do much!!
I am so glad you are here...we are all bruised and battered...so you are in good company...tell us all about it...love and hugs...Karen
Hello darlin\' I miss you so much! I need to see you. Soon.
It feels as if you have been missed and I look forward to getting to know you. Everyone here is so vital to one another\'s healing and I would have been toast long ago if I hadn\'t stumbled upon this site and the incredible women who have been willing to companion me. Gentle care to you and welcome home. Hugs, Joanie
That is one of the beauties of this site. Whether we are away for a time or whether we are on here every day, we always have open arms for hugs and love to give to each other...love and hugs...Lynn
OH Dawn! Guilt is such a hard thing to deal with. We beat ourselves up over all the what if\'s and why\'s and why didn\'t I.....we can guilt ourselves into physical pain beyond the emotional pain. Jake faced Lukemia with courage and dignity. You faced being the mother of a son with Lukemia with courage and dignity! Please my dear sweet friend, release the negative energy that is guilt and free yourself to live in peace and love. Above all, our children want us to be happy and live life to the fullest. Guilt steals our joy and makes living in peace impossible.
Forgive yourself for anything your mind is telling you needs forgiveness for, then let it go! Think on those things which are lovely, honest, pure, enlightening, uplifting, and joyful. Allow all the happy memories of times shared with Jake to replace the negative energy of guilt.
You do not deserve a life of guilt, and Jake doesn\'t deserve to watch the mom he adores live a defeated guilt riddled existance.
Let it go....do it for Jake! And just imagine the smile on his face when you do!!
Honoring our friendship and your wonderful son, I say his name out loud.....JAKE!!
We are here for you....anytime....
so glad to hear from you...I am sorry that you are having difficulties....sometimes life\'s struggles take their toll on us and set us back for a while....I know from personal experience. These women are always here with open arms and hearts filled with love to go around.
When you are ready...let us know how we can help.
Love,
Ann
Thank you so much i need you all , for i will tell more as time goes on.. Thank you and i want to move on with you all in my life.