I am so upset with life right now, for today is the same as yesterday and i am not looking forward to tomorrow.  I know my son is gone and more than a yr now but other things have happened since then and things are just not right anymore.  I hate that the last yr the day before is like today and will be like tomorrow.  All in all i am doing ok in other areas tho.  I am so glad to be back, i may be slow for awhile but i am here and wanting to find fellowship with my sisters here.