Wello i am back.  I had been too daown lately to get on  because i did not want to spread my misery around.  I appreciate all of your comments on how to carry on with another child.  I have been feeling so numb and just slipping away from all of this in my head.  I am sure you all know how it is.  My dad is preaching next Sunday at church and they asked me to do the music and i said yes so all of you pray for me.  My son was in music and that was his love.  Playing the drums in church and also in his band.  We had that bond of music but i have to step into this at some time.  I was a music minister for 15 yrs and resigned in 2001 and was just getting things together to get back into it fulltime and then this happens.  When it rains it hails.  I have to run an errand for my dad so i will be back on in a bit to check in with all of you.  Thank you for your love and support and am asking God to bless you all. Love youDawn Jake;s mom

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Please don\'t notcome here because you are miserable, that\'s what we\'re here for, Love to you, Colleen
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the bible contains a verse referring to offering the Lord \"a sacrifice of praise\". Sometimes it truly is a sacrifice because it is hard for one reason or another.....I know you can do it!
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we want you here all the time that you can be here. we want to lift you when you are down and laugh with you when you are happy!! love you!! ~~ charlayne
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YOU HANG IN THERE MY FRIEND...WERE ALL HERE WITH MIXED FEELINGS EVERY DAY..ITS A STRUGGLE!!!..BUT UR LOVED AND CARED ABOUT..UR IN MY PRAYER***DIANA***(CODYS MOM)
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YOU ALL ARE AWESOME!!!! I HAD TO PUT THE CAPS ON BECAUSE I WANTED TO SHOUT IT OUT WITH GLEE.. LOVE YOU ALL

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Dawn, we are here to help when ever you need us. You would do the same for us right? So don\'t shy away if we can help. Good luck with the singing, I\'m sure you will do great. Lots of hugs, jake\'s mom, kathy