My mom...

Everything is so messed up right now...
Monday, I cut.
Tuesday, Whitney broke my heart.
Wednesday, my mother was rushed to the ER.
Today, I find out my mother more than likely has cancer.
She has tumors on her spleen, her glands are swelled, she has a cyst...
all this fucking shit! I skipped school to go to the hospital today, my dad and I, while my brother and sister went to school. She's going to have a bone marrow biopsy today, in just a few minutes. Then a biopsy on her tumors and spleen tomorrow, we wont truly know anything until Tuesday but they think it's lymphoma, which is a form of cancer. God... I feel like shit. I only got three hours of sleep last night, at the maximum, I need to shower and sleep but I just.. I just can't.