i knew it was coming i could feel it, just when things carn't get any worse this cheerful season brings you right to your knees.
i suppose yet again this is my fault no matter what so i guess i'm gonna be the one that yet again has to bite my tongue and let him get away with playing his temper.
i wouldn't mind if this was my fault but i don't see how being happy and cheerful with someone can erupt and arguement that could yet again see me out on the streets,all because he's got a foul temper when he gets caught out. i'm so sick of these type of arguments, just wish i could lay face down in a pool and just stop breathing.
it would be perfect just to let everything go, just to stop,the arguements,the money worries and just the terminal nastiness that seems to have come over him.