A good friend has just wrote that she felt like a stranger to herself and i think i know what she means.we never really feel like our true selves because we are never allowed to.never show your scared, never cry, never be allowed to be who you are because that may make you weak.i'm sick of the people who think they can judge you just because they think they know you,they will never really know me. they will never see the laughter that could be infront of them, they miss countless jokes,wisdom and heart felt care because they are to busy being scared themselves.    if we are never truly what we are then we will always be strangers to ourselves.i am blank, a canvas waiting to be painted on, yet never will any paint stick,for my canvas is ripped and torn and can never be repaired.please never let the paintings wear away and get destroyed for they are priceless and should never be lost......if i have learnt anything, i have learnt that while i may be nasty,obnoxious,selfish and crude, i am also true in my heart and although i may be beyond repairi am still me.only ever be yourself as that is all you are and all you can be......