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cookiemon
Mood:  Horrible

wish i was stronger, second thought no i just wish for blood and more pain than i have ever felt before. i wish i could just disappear from this life and stop hurting. it's not worth being clean anymore, nothing is worth this "nothing"
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Saz41
Saz41

what has happened? can you talk to me? I want to help, what is making you feel this way? Don\'t give up hope....it will pass....you are strong!
cookiemon
cookiemon

not strong, carn\'t cope anymore, just don\'t want this pain. i\'m scared, my god i\'m so scared, this fear is consuming me. i am all but gone
Saz41
Saz41

it will be OK...... I know you\'re scared.... I\'m holding your hand!