I had a really great session in therapy today. It made me feel a lot better about what happened yesterday (fighting with my mom, a physical fight with my brother, LOTS of cutting, etc) and she helped me figure out how I can get on a housing list so I can get the fuck out of this house and away from my family for good. 
I seriously don't know what I'd do without my therapist. I'm pretty sure I would have killed myself if I hadn't have been referred to her. I just feel like she gets it, and I know she's actually paid to do so, but no one ever has before, and that's better than nothing. But I'm really afraid my mom is going to end up kicking me out and I'll have no way to pay for therapy.
 
I also quit taking the Prozac without telling anyone, even my therapist. I know it's apparently a really stupid thing to do, but I don't see the point. They don't help and my mom ALWAYS yells about how much my prescriptions and doctor visits cost. But she'll freak out even more if she knows I'm not taking them, as will my therapist.