I'm still doing really well. I haven't had any anxiety attacks or depression episodes in over a week, and I haven't cut/burned since the beginning of the month. I managed to stay the night at my friend's house last night without a problem and actually enjoyed it for once. The only problem I'm having is finding a doctor to continue the prescriptions. None of the offices I applied at want to take on a nut case, so it's rather difficult...
I don't know if it's just my personality or they way I naturally think or what, but I still have this feeling of worthlessness. Even when things are going really great, and I'm completely happy, I still think about killing myself. I just think "what's the point?" and go through it in my head. But, unlike before, I never even get close to going through with it. I think I've just got much better at distracting myself. 
 
I'm also coming to terms with the fact that I might be a lesbian. I've gone as far as telling my friend how I feel about my sexuality, and why it confuses me. I told her that I can really only see myself with a woman, even though I feel (for some reason) that I should be with a man. Anyway, I'm still really confused about it all, but I feel like I'm getting much closer to understanding what's going on and who I am.