last night i was filled with rage.  maybe talking about it is not the best thing.  i talked about it all day.  with him, with other people and when he got home i was boiling over.  he wanted 2 know if i wanted him 2 leave. am i commited 2 staying married. im like i dont know and how cld u expect me 2 know when  u dont even know why u did this.  and i just got angrier and angrier and i broke a mirror and a glass and a photo frame.  it was apic of us on the wall when we first got 2gether.  the picture looked like a lie.