feelin downbeen watchin porn & masturbatingdont know what thats aboutescape?had sex with h twice tdayit was greatvery satisfyingbut strange 2 b having sex with him so soontrying to figure out why?but physically i am so much more sensitive than ive been2day i was supposed 2 go places and do stuffi didnothingwell i did  take a showeri did not cleanhouse is a reckhave counseling 2morrowmight read or buy a relationship bookneed 2 go pick up kids  oh and h called ow 2 apologize and say its overshe hung up w/o saying or listeningi suggested a letterperhaps i prayed for her sanity & her relationship w/God Gods gonna blessmei knowhey it could b worsei cld b falling apartim notthats a blesingthank u Lordamen