i feel sorta peaceful, but on the verge of crying or losing it.  im hurt & angry about my car.  i fl silly being so upset.  i saw my friend from church yday.  she hadn't bn there much lately. she has cancer & is going through treatment.  she had 2 get an operation on her eyes.  and here i am upset b/c someone broke into my car.  i kept chking the car last night.   make sure no one was messing with it.  i guess thats it.  i now fl vulnerable...open.....exposed.  it becomes clear 2 me that whats going on can b ripped away.  maybe thats what the lord wants me to know.  it can b ripped away, but God can deliver anyhow...knowing that shd comfort me, but honestly.  im a little down.