Praise the Lord!  Church was good....the songs were so so but the spirit & praise was high regardless.  Church was kinda empty...dont know why.  choir stand was full.  pastor sd that fri the choir will b closed 4 new members for a while.  this wk will call members that have bn awol 2 c if they plan 2 remain.  wld love 4 lisa 2 come back.   i applied 4 a job @ keystone mercy health plan.  i really like it.  im temping there now.  found out dh's hours r gonna b cut indefinately.  i pray that i gt this job.  im mostly concerned about the health ins and tuition reimbursement.  that wld b a real blessing. it wld b easier 2 come up w/ 3500 efc if i knew i was getting it back.  if i can come up with it once then ill get the reimbursement b4 the next payment is due.   i want a new house.  i saw a larger house w/ a yard literally around the corner.  i want 2 stay in this basic area so it wont b a prob w/ distance from school.  its a beautiful sounding home.  i fl guilty asking 4 it when i havent taken gd care of this house.  had trouble paying mortgage it nds some wrk and its dirty.  i nd 2 clean.  dont want  2.  ipray 4 4giveness & i pray my strength 2 b better.  in jesus name i pray amen.