i nd somthing 2 birth.  a biz.  acareer.  something.  i kp fling this urg 2 have a baby.  i am very involved during preg.  i plan imake lists. i am so concerned w/the health of the child,,,that i am  concerned w/my own health  and the nesting thing kicks in....and i have anexcuse 2 b emotional....lord plz help me to channel that energy and love and concern,  b/c i do not want another child.  amen