2morrow is my bday.  i know life is a journey.  but i figured id b farther along @ this pnt.  im dissatisfied w/my prof life...im still looking 2ward a career.  still looking 4 a job.  my fam life is ok. ihardly c my hus.  my children r ajoy most of the time.  i cld b more spiritually sound. getting there. money is still achallenge.  im overweight....out of shape.....i dont like myself so much.  i try 2 accept myself w/o judgement.....not able.  im working on all thestuiff i mentioned....thats progress.  its just not coming along as quickly as id like.  my house is dirty.  i spend my alone time looking 4 a job...watching tv...surfing.....rarely cln.  nd 2 cln more. want house 2 b clean but dont really wanna  clean it.....so i guess i can either start cleaning or hire a maid.