i had a bit of a meltdown tday. ive bn doing so well.  i havent bn eating much junk and i havent bn  eating  emotionally.  tday i ate junk and it was out of panic.  i ate a hot sausage; that was good.  nice every once in a while.  then i  ate some swedish fish & reese's pieces.  ibought  them by the pound.  i didnt eat them all,but a lot.  when i eat junk it messes up my stomach too.  i guess its my body's protest.   i didnt walk tday either,  but  i  will  2morrow.  im  nervous  about  my  training.  im nervous about being away 4 5wks.  hubby's tired.  stays tired,but says he'll b fine. 

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Why should you be nervous. You should be thrilled beyond words that you got this chance. It will be 5 weeks of training, learning codes, learning PA\'s, CPR, dealing with fires and all other emergancy kinds of things and you will be fine. It will fly by so fast it will make your head spin. Then you will have a dream job that will take you anywhere you want to go and you will be able to create your own hours and just have the time of your life. If it were me, I would be as high as a kite and have my bags all ready packed. You have the greatest supposrt system in the world, you have friends and family who will look out for the kids and then once you come home you\'ll be able to take them anywhere you want to go. One weekend you\'ll be able to say \'lets go to Nashville and just have a walk around\' and you\'ll be albe to do it on a weekend.

I\'d give my eye teeth for a chance like yours. Quit being nervous.