i had a bit of a meltdown tday. ive bn doing so well. i havent bn eating much junk and i havent bn eating emotionally. tday i ate junk and it was out of panic. i ate a hot sausage; that was good. nice every once in a while. then i ate some swedish fish & reese's pieces. ibought them by the pound. i didnt eat them all,but a lot. when i eat junk it messes up my stomach too. i guess its my body's protest. i didnt walk tday either, but i will 2morrow. im nervous about my training. im nervous about being away 4 5wks. hubby's tired. stays tired,but says he'll b fine.