great service tday.  slow start 2 the day.  cldnt find any boots @ walmart and missed sunday school.  i did however find a nice suit jacket & 2 tops.  hopefully theyll go w/my skirt.  im hoping that it will make a good suit 4 my interview, but if not im gonna shop 2morrow & look 4 some boots/shoes 2.  maybe some bras 2. i have 1 that i like.  i just bought, but i need some more. im eating healthy meals but craving sweet snacks.  & i must find time 2 exercise. i want 2 figure out how 2 b delivered from overeating 4 good. last yr this time during lent i stopped eating sweets b/c i realised that it was a drug 4 me. i ate sweets when i was stressed. i eat sweets when im stressed, bored, sad, tired.  sometimes i eat salty and starchy, but surely sweets r my worst vice.  i know some people who like nvr eat sweets or extremely rarely.  it has no substantial nutritional value. i like 2 eat. i like food.  i dont wanna love food. i dont  wanna  put  liking food  above  health.  gluttany  is  a sin.  and  simply  anything  thats  more  important  than  God  is a  sin.  at  the  end  of  those  40  days  i  thought  i  was  delivered.  and  then  some  time  later  things  werent  going  so  great.  and  when   i  was  stressed  i  was picking  up a  cookie.  or  a  few.  i  often  wonder  why  so  many wmn in the church r overweight. maybe its just that so many wmn/people r overweight and the church is a crossection of the population.  its funny i nvr have  any  prob  knowing  when  2  say  when  w/alcohol,  but  food....thats  a  dif  story.  when  i  was  young  i  did  not  have  this  struggle.  i  was  really  active  so  invr  worried  about  what  i  ate.   and  although i ate what i wanted it was not typically in large quantity.  then in college i started gaining quickly.  i was no longer so active and i ate bigger meals.  and i ate more meals.  prob 4 a day.  maybe i was lonely and homesick and stressed so i turned 2 food 4 comfort. i started workout programs many times and nvr stuck with many.  i joined a dance group. that lasted 4 a while & i was a vegetarian.