feeling a bit stressed.  things r very well w/dh.  kids r good.  i am good.  only prob.  my weight.  gained some back.  a bit concerned. my membership @ the y is no more.  i may start walking @ lunch.  i get an hr & its very loose there.  i nd 2 exercise.  seems w/o it i dont lose.  seems so much harder than losing last yr.  i have the session @ the end of the mnth and i want 2 be fit and trim. or at least trimish. anyway i didnt eat healthy this wk.  i thought about it, but was somehow out of my norm.  so i gained and last wk i was dissappointed b/c i did follow my pnts & i didnt lose ,i stayed the same. that hurt my feelings. anyway ill just have 2 figure a time 2 work out. i have dvd's @ home and i cld get a memebership 2 ballys 4 a mnth til my y membership goes into effect.  i have resources. i just must use them.