im feeling some anxiety.  called the union.  they're trying 2 send me 2 another station.  someone sd that i argued w/them saying that i was guaranteed 4 hrs.  i didnt argue and that is right.  if i show up 4 a scheduled day of wrk i am guaranteed 4 hrs.  people just lie.  im fervently looking 4 another job in the meantime.  after all this drama and the way just this little bit of time has beat of my body.  i dont know if i wanna spend my day doing manual labor.  the pay is good.  & so far ive sn no other pluses 4 the job.