well whatever happens i am grateful & thankful 2 god. hes bn listening 2 me bitch & moan through this whole thing & he has placed people in my life whove sd itll b ok. it will b ok. not sure whats gonna happen,but it   will b ok.  i will  b alive & breathing. job or no the sun will still shine.  god is still on the throne.  children r beautiful. etc. thank u God.  anyway the union is actively trying 2 get me transfered.  my daughter is sick.  she has a virus. so me not working tday actually worked out.  im very thankful.  i pray that it works out favorably.  favorably 4 me.  i pray that God will be merciful on me and that my way with the post office from here in b "easy"  i want 2 work. i  was actually was looking forward 2 the challenge of carrying.  i wanted 2 c if i cld do it.  i just want a fair chance.