1st day of orientation very boring, but nice 2 get out. it took  a lot 2 not fall asleep.  the lecturer has bn wrking 4 the po 4 36 yrs.  amazing.  i dont know how long i wanna stay.  im just praying that it doesnt cause more prob than solutions.  i may have 2  wrk sat which wld mean no more choir.  and s wrks on sat too.  i dont wanna have my children go from school 2 the sitter. i wanna b able 2pick them up from school.  or s. well ive gotten this far.  i pray that i dont have 2 quit cause we cld use the money.  anyway.