after all that  drama i ended up watchin 1 child besides myown.  i was so sleepy.  icld have been home plus my pastor didnt even approve it.  the person who worked in the office took it upon herself 2 recruit me.  pissed me off.  its like who is she 2 decide that them going is more important than me going.  cld b that somehow she heard that i wasnt going and was unaware that i changed my mind.  anyway.  im home now. full (s brought me a plate) and will soon b in bed.  and praise God no rehearsal.  she did at least recruit her son 2 help me with the presumed 9 children.