so fri is a fellowship @ my pastor's home.  steve has 2 go, but theres no kids allowed. so id have 2 get a sitter if i want 2 go.  now i feel excluded b/c his mother & sis r going.  so i fl like the little wife left @ home. i dont really wanna go but i wish i had somewhere else 2 go.  i already owe my sitter $45.  i dont wanna b home like cinderella away from the ball.  anyway.  tis life.  ill have more fun @ home than there.  whatever

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Where are your friends? There isn\'t anyone that supports you or that you can vent to close to home. I mean we all have your back here but this is naion wide. You seem to be such a loving and caring person that you should have plenty of friends. I mean someone close that feels your pain and can identify and can give you a shoulder to cry on. You don\'t have to stay home go to a movies, take a trip to the mall at least to tire the kids out, so that maybe you can have some relaxation time. Get kids to sleep and hubby gone. Take a bath with a glass of wine.