i feel like a chump.  why do i always have 2 b the peacemaker?  i asked him what cld i do 2 b easier 2 talk 2.  he sd he didnt know.  we talked some. its so sad & depressing.  were having ups and downs?   lotta   downs.  he sd that we r not the same place spiritually.  all i c him do is go 2 church and meetings.  he only cracks a bible when he has a sermon 2 write. so b/c i dont do my duty then im not as spiritual as him?  im not so sure about that.  God & i r less than chatty.  im mostly consumed w/my dying marriage and taking care of  the kids and house.