was lookin @ my old journals.  i started writing about this time last yr.  we have been having serious prob 4 a yr or more &  he doesnt wanna go 2 counselling. we went 2 counselling 2x b/c a friend called our pastor & s stopped speaking 2 her entirely.  but im still supposed 2 deal w/his mother.  with all shes done b/c shes fam.  anyway nothing changed after counselling.  he didnt do anything that p asked us 2 do.  and with that whats the pnt of going.  well i am drowning and i cld use some direction.  i havent been able 2 make any long term change on my own....so i hope that counselling will help.  it has in the past.