i may just have 2 give up on sleeping w/my husband. when we get into bed 2gether i just feel like a fool.  i reach out 2 him sometimes & im looking 4 him 2 reach out 2 me.  and sometimes when he does it just feels strange & seems like not enuf.  i feel lonely.  more alone than when hes not here.  i cant help but want answers when were lying there b4 sleep.  why r nt we closer?  does it bother u etc?  he doesnt answer but i know hes not yet sleep.  so i ask r u gonna answer?  he says do u know its 2am?  so i just left.  i was all ready 4 sleep til he came 2 bed.  and now the tv is keeping me co.