im watching monster in law & i can so relate. nothing has happened since the talk on the phone that ended w/her telling me that i didnt love her son. i find myself expecting and like afraid whats gonna come next. we really havent had any contact. that saddens me some b/c i feel it shdnt be that way. but it is. im having some trouble dealing w/reality. maybe w/o that drama 2 concentrate on I now am able 2 look at me & my marriage. and maybe it was easier 2 blame her. we r affected by our parents but they r not us. and we can choose 2 do things dif now that we r adults. do i just concentrate on the pluses & ignore the bad. and say oh wow things cld b so much worse. thank my lucky stars that i have this wonderful man. so what he only has sex w/me 1-3x /month. so what he doesnt share much...isnt that typical w/most men? hey he isnt cheating. right. hes not an alcoholic or drug addict. but is that settling? i guess not so much. i mean dont we overlook things about the people we love? the bible says 2 prefer each other. how much is enuf?
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