ive been getting these headaches.  im not sure why? my clothes dont fit.  i dont wanna buy more clothes. i wanna lose weight.  i gained back 20+ lbs.  my backs been killin me b/c of it.  so i gotta lose.  im glad 2 b eating better.  i dont feel  physically  better....its  only  been  a  day,  but  i feel  it  is  better.  i  feel  that  this  part  of  my  life  at  least   is under  control.