still sick. made dinner anyway.  and breakfast and lunch.  how am i sick steve did notworktday but idid allthecooking.  unbelievable....he did take thekids tothe playground 4a while.  nowtgheyr all in bed. ifeelso worthless...why doi care what she thinksofme? probisidoubt myselfonthe reg...imnvr satsfiedwithmyself.  the harder itrythemore disappointediam...so with the stuffshe says she taps intothoughts i already have ofmyself.  its wierd imnot a perfectionist.....imay bamanicdepressive although ive nvr bn diagnosed.