tday is not a good day. i kinda had it out with mymil. ididnt say anything i didnt mean and imsure she didnt either. ifind her to be a mean spiteful evilperson. she sdididnotlove her son and that iama bad mother and wife. part of mebelives her. alotof what she sayshas novalidity,butsomedoes. imangry...very angry. shethinks idosuch ahorriblejob and ifileft ordiedthat she stepintomyrole? i kinda want her tojust so she canc how unfair sheis being tome. imconsumedwithanger andimjust sad and sleepy andmad. andiweigh 207 lbs. igained backalotofthe weight i lost. iam low. iwant 2 quit thechoir...i cant doitthe way ifeel andidont knowwheniwont feelthis way. andmy stomach isstillmessedup. and my hus and i arenthaving sex,,,hardly at all....maybe once inthelast 3 weeks. that shouldnt b. ihate myselfrightnow. andimsotired.
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You really need to stop, that in-law of yours needs to get some business of her own stay out of yours. Why do you feel that what she stated was true or right. Who is she God no! Do you know how people say negative things on a daily basis? You can\'t listen. If you feel in your heart that something is wrong and that you need to make some changes in your life then do something about it. Don\'t just sit around and dwell on it take some action.
Your husband I just don\'t know what to say about him. He\'s just doesn\'t seem to care if you ask me. How dare he just let his mother talk to you any kind of way and it\'s ok, you are his wife and you deserve respect. I know that I\'ve mentioned this to you before you have to take your respect if it\'s not given. Demand it!
I also mentioned you thinking good and happy thoughts stop thinking that you\'re not worthy. You are! YOUR LIFE HAS PURPOSE YOU AREN\'T HERE BY ACCIDENT. Condition yourself to think this. Also I think that you should read the book Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren.