i am so angry.  i do not like my husband.  2 wks ago when he had his car acct...he was willing to ground me and have isis not go to the camp that we struggled 2 pay for b/c he wanted my car b/c he wouldnt borrow his mother's and he wouldnt ask someone from his job cld he ride with them...i was able to borrow my gurls car and so all was well...anyway so he sd that he didnt feel comfortable driving anyones car other than mine.  well now my car is acting up...it will only drive backward.  and then my gurl again offers to lend the car.  he had no prob driving it tday or last nigth to get his oh so important pizza.  thats his concern...we have no car and hes concerned about pizza?  and so this morn he drops off isis goes to workout does not take the kids....and leaves me here at home with two kids and no car....and my anger means nothing to him b/c i told him how i felt and he didnt even care and went anyway...and then after working out hes gonna go to church but he says helkl b back way b4 2...yeah right.  hes just fucking selfish...he didnt want me driving his car, but when his gets broke he sure drives mine.  he didnt do shit for my birthday....and now my cars down and its liike well ill drive ur gurls car and leave u home....im am so sick of him...if i get the car fixed or get another car he forget avbout driving it and he can forget about me being his chauffer....he can take the damen bus...its just him....i have the kids all day..i need the car......i wanna say i hate him....its on the tip of my mind...hell its in my mind....but i dont wanna say it b/c i c it as an attitude i shd not have.....i am very angry with him..and then tnight he wants to go to c transformers and the tmorrow night too...its stupid.....and i have mystery shops to do but i need a car to do them....right out the way to where he went...i am just so disgusted awith him.....i just feel like he doesnt give a damen about me.  we wouldnt even have a y membership if it wasnt for me....he kept talkin about wanting to start working out, but did nothing about it.....the car i have....i got it...i picked it out...i sd lets go the auction....hes nvr done an maintenance on it...all me,but he reaps the benefits.....im sick of him