i signed up for a medical trial.  i had my first appt tday.  ill be testing a spermacide.  all together ill get 480 for my time and travel.  i got $30.00 tday.  ill get $30 in a wk or so and then i thkn 3 payments of 120.  anyway i didnt tell husband.  i decided to keep the money for myself.  i want to start keeping something for myself.  i will put some money that i make in the fam acct, but some i will keep for myelf.  i guess i consider it pay for all i do all day and get no pay.  im also considering being an egg donor.  i dont really know if anyone wld want my eggs, but i filled out a couple of forms to do it.  and i filled out a questionaire for another trial related to a heavy menstral cycle.  anyway.  im still gonna call to c about delivering newspapers...thats the money that ill give to the fam.  i also have mystery shopping gigs on sunday and the rest of the wk.  im excited and a little anxious. i pray i do well.  not going to choir rehearsal tmorrow.  steve has to work so he'll have the car.  unless i decide to get up and take him to work at 4 am.  i dont think so and im pretty beat anyway.  could use the break and my house could use a good cleaning.  im going to bed, but im, gonna drop to my knees b4 i do it.  ive gotta redevelop a prayer life...right now it sucks.