i am so tired.  i am baking cupcakes 4 my daughter.. tday is her last day of school and she wanted cupcakes for her class and i forgat all about it last night.  so im gonna drop them offf...i havent had a big appetit this wk so i know ive lost, but i havent worked out at all...but i did do a lot around the house.  a lot of claeaning and moving amnd stuff like that.  im weaning the baby...ive been taking this sage solution thats supposed to dry up my milk.  im not leaking much, but one breast is real lumpy...im a bit concerned, but it seems to be softening up.  if it doesnt feel better by monday im callin my dr.  sage is supposed to do somethign to mucous membranes to stop milk production or something...so i figure maybe its doing wjhat its supposed to be doin....any... ive been looking into mystery shopping.  i signed up with a lot of co.  a coworker of my friend does it and makes like 600/month.  thats would be cool with me.  she sd she does a lot of jobs for that.  that it takes time to build a rapport with the co and then they will use u a lot.  sound good for mow.  a more trad job called me, but im afraid to call them back.  im hoping i can make this home stuff work b/c i really do not want to do that type of job...doesnt pay great and then id need childcare....would eat up a lot of the income.  i still owe a bunch of money to my churches day care b/c of not being able to keep up.  i dont want to get cought in that trap of working to pay the sitter.  cause then its a bunch of aggrivation and stress just to still mnot be able to pay our bills?  ill take the aggravation if it means payint the bills, but if we're still in the whole just adding a new expense then whats the pnt.  there is a job with an airline that id like to chk out...its pt so maybe i cld so second shift and steve wld be home with the kids then.  he gets off from work most days 12 noon.  and then wed also have the benefit of flying for free...thats a great benefit.  so im gonna definately go....its next wed.  isis starts camp next wk.  shell enjoy it.