ive been pretty good selling things on ebay....someone wants to buy my bally's membership for 300.  im not sure if i shd take it or wait til the bidding ends and c if i make out better.  i didnt really expect thos much, so it wld be a good to get 300.  i cld pay some stuff.  isis' camp money is cue tmorrow...we ned to get ome care insurance and i need to pay the gas bill.  oh and im lookin for a job.  my hubby and i talked for a change and i listened...although he id not ask for help...he sd that last yr he made so much ( which helped us get this house)  b/c he got a lot of overtime b/c there was a guy at his job who was hurt and so he worked in his place.  but this yr he expects to make around 10 grand less  and we still have the mortgage.  which is behind...everything is behind.  he didnt ask for any help but i heard him.....he needs some....i like selling on ebay, but it is not definate..i cant b sure how things will sell...now ive done very well...surprised even me, but right now something more reliable wld be better in addition to.  so i have my eyes open.  im lookin for a job not a career.  im lookin at a career in signing and i cant start classes til the fall.  and ill only be a ble to take one.  im thinkin of dancing too.  not on  pole lol, but maybe modern or ballet.  i took isis to an audition sat and it brought back some memories.  i took dance in college at hampton.  and i didnt really appreciate it...i danced in a troup....african dance ...i was older adt i appreciated the comraderie and cutural expression.  i miss that.  im still young...i need to do it now b4 my body cant be whipped into shape.  i want to be more than mom and wife.....i want to be whole and well rounded...not easy.  keep me in prayer yall.