well service was good tday...i was really late, but just in time for the choir's 1st song. we went 2 another church and that was cool. the weather was so nice after i didnt wanna go home...so i went for a walk with the baby in the stroller..he slept the entire time. it was such a beautiful sight. it was so cool cing the other parents with children in strollers and on bike seats. on a gorgious sat afternoon. i realized that i have been a little snippy with steve.. when we left the church to go home in sep cars we each assummed the other was going home. i decided 2 go for my walk..i my cell was dead so i cldnt call, but when i got home steve didnt ask where id been. i asked him why he didnt he sd b/c ivbe been like so bothered when he asks where ive been. thats not good...i like 2 know where he is and he surely shd know where i am...hes nvr been jealous or evil about it...ive just been so disatisfied with my role lately that ive been snapping at him....im going back 2 school. there is an asl class starting on may 29th....very soon....i found a grp that gives grants for childcare to parents in school...im thinking of going back full time in the fall...not sure...praying for guidance. tday was a good day. god blessed. im tired... tmorrow im going to readmit to school and try to get registered and get some financial aid. im gonna try first thing in the morn with the kids but if they get unruly ill have to do it later....im excited and scared at the same time.