did some research of asl. sounds like some commitment. even after getting a cert or a degree a person still needs to really practice reg 2 become fluent. makes sense...the same wld b true if i was learning spanish. doesnt snd so much as hard as just a chng...well i did say i wnted a chg. there's a class starting on the 29th at community. i just updated my fafsa and i filled out an admit app...the wrong one it turns out...the thing about me being on the comp so much i often want things to b instant...and sometimes they r not...i am a readmit so i have to fill out a dif form that i have to get in person. im gonn go up there monday...its better to go in the morn, but i dont want to take the kids...so ill prob wait til steve gets off wrk...i might stop by and c how much i can get done quickly...if they dont have to b there long...they may b calm...nvr can tell how kids will b. im excited but afraid...afraid opf myself. i often am very excited bout stuff in the beg and as time goes on my excitement dwindles. ive been in school so long with no degree...i owe all this money and i feel i have nothing to show for it. well its 149 am and i have 2 services tmorrow so i need to go 2 bed...everyone who knows the words of prayer...plz keep me in prayer and my friend kim who seems to be confused and lost...plz pray that she will find her way and that she will hear gods vc and heed 2 it...amen