tday is an ok day...kids still on my nerve, but im coping better. i am tired, but not exhausted. the stuff to fix my kitchen was semi-affordable...praise the lord. little one hasnt had a nap tday yet and im feelin it so i havent had a nap. im a nnoyed b/c my hubby is not here....but truth if he was here hed b upstairs sleep and still being no help. prob is hes at church helping someone other than me...it gets old sometimes. and so when he does get home hell be sleep all eve...when hjad he come home after wk...he worked early shjift 4am...then hed b waking around the time hes gonna b laying down. i truly miss my time with him and i miss time w/o the kids with or w/o him...i want some time 2 myself sometime...this wk i guess i ms it the most b/c usually i get the time at the gym w/o them...thats usually it, but i guess thats a lot b/c i dont rem being this frustrated.