i feel so weighted down. by my husband, by my children,by lack ofmoney, by bills, by responsibilty, by fat and food and having to exercise....in the back ofmy mind i keep thinking why did i have 3 children....isis was unplanned, but the other two were absolutely planned.....what the hell was i thinking...this is not where i expected to be. sometimes i feel chained to the children. not to the house...praise the lord i have a car, so i can get up and go whenever i want...but i gotta take themwith me or get a sitter...i have to have money for a sitter or depend on the kindness of friends and fam. steve got free passes to c shreck 3 tmorrow night its in cherry hill and he has a final, but for me to go id have to get a sitter and get someone to go with...spontenatity is gone!!!!!!. i like going to the y, but its getting so predicatable...monotenous...i tried some dif workouts, but they didnt burn as many cal..thats it my life feels monotoneus aboring and devoid of excitement. this is sotypical. i dont want drama, but a nice surprise every once in a while wld b nice. my husband still has not given me a mothers day card...i am too sickof him....