i feel nauceous and my head hurts like hell. laying down doesnt help much. and sitting up makes the naucesa worse. i feel like crap. who knew that eating badly cld do so much damage. i had sex with my hus last night..cat reme the last time..its been a while...weve both been so tired and distracted. i was determined...its been so great...the sex bet us. last night it was not. it ws ok, but not wonderful. steve came w/o me and he actually started to loose his erection while inside me...i know hes very stressed. i just thought that id be his soft place to land. that being with me wld make things just look brighter....thats how it is with me when itys really good...last night it was not...its not that it was bad, i just miss the really sweet and wonderful love making that we have had. i feel so connected to him then. i know we love each other. i just did not expect this kinda rut and stuff at less than 5 yrs of marriage. well if i can feel a little better ill take the kids to the park after isis gets home and ill cook dinner which i did not do last night. i was out of it yday too. i made it worse by eating a bunch of junk.