i just cant get a break. i feel like im about to crack. im stressed, my head hurts, im tired, and i called steve i asked if he was coming straight home b/c of how i feel. he came home and tells me he has to go to church..that he wldnt b long...and so i call him and he's gonna b long...big shock there...im not surprised but im so irritated. i just nvr get a break...not on mothers day not any day!!!!!!!!.....everyday i am taking care of children...and getting a job wld not fix it..it wld just add resp. id still be mom all the time...so then id be doing laundry at night instead of the day....baby's still cryin...and beggin for stuff as soon as i hit the door...steve nvr says no except to me...hes always saying no to me. i just wana be left alone. this is not a good wk.
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I can understand the feeling. I used to think I was on a treadmill when I had small children. What was worse, was I was stuck in NoWheresVille and had no car. DH worked 15 hours a day. I felt like I was doing the Lions Share of raising the kids (which I was ) But you know what? It doesNOT seem possible now, but they all do grow up, and one day they will be packing to head out the door to go to school or to their new lives and then you\'ll look around and wish you had them to hold again. My son is coming home from school this weekend but this is his last summer home as he is moving out permantly in Aug to get his own flat. wow..it sure went fast. Didn\'t seem like it at the time. Put the kids down and tell them not to bug you for 20 minutes for no other reason then a major crisis as you need to chill out...I used to do it with my own and I put them in their rooms and they didn\'t dare bother me for 20 minutes. I felt almost human again after a little time to just think in complete sentences.
Take care!!
LittleLion