well lent is over & i ate some chocholate. i went a little overboard...i missed it, but i feel in control now. i keep telling myself i can have it, but i dont have to have it. i want to not run to chocolate for stress or as an answer 2 my prob...i want to run to the lord for that. i ate it b/c i like it. i like how it tastes...didnt have anything 2 do with stress...i feel good knowing that. its not so much; i dont feel i was gluttinous...its just a lot of calories...i ate 3 milky way easter eggs, a peep, and a choc bunny. i feel pretty satisfied with that...i may have a piece of pie with dinner and a scoop of ice cream, but im done with the choc tday. service was great...i fit into a dress i havent worn in yrs...that is my most powerful motivation...my body hasnt gotten used to working out yet so im still mad achy most days and my tummy is wrinkly and bloated looking under my clothes eventhough im thinner. so my most powerful motivation to eat better (im not right yet) and exercise is fitting back into clothes. im so tired..we hd sunrise service and my oldest was an angel in a play. pics to follow. lil steve got his first haircut and i went to good fri service at my childhood church and i saw a gurl i went 2 hs with and she lives around the corner from my house. that is such a nice surprise...shes a nice gurl. i need more nice people in my life and shes a christian too. so it was great 2 c her.