it is holy wk. jesus died on the cross 4 my sins. my pastor preached about abraham & isaac.....about god the provider. how god told abraham 2 sacrafice isaac on the alter. i just kept thinking that if that happened tday; that parent wld get locked up for trying to kill their kid. and i kept thinking that i cldnt do it. i cld not put my child on the alter and sacrafice her or him....i kept thinking of isis. mybe b/c shes my 1st born...but i kept envisioning myeslf putting her on the alter and raising the knife.....i wld not do it...so grateful that god hasnt asked me to do that.