my temptation 2 eat sweets is getting stronger. ive been looking at the cookies that i make for the fam and wanting 2 eat them. hubby says its b/c im coming closer 2 the end. i want 2 b careful not to fall back into old patterns when i can have sweets. i want 2 make sure that its a can and not a must. i do want to b more sparing with the sweets even after i am able to have them. i pray that i have learned that restraint from these 40 days. i do not want to b dependent on anything but God. thats hard b/c i depend on my husband, but if he wasnt here anymore...id b sad, id b very unhappy missing him, but id still b ok....i know that. and i can live w/o a candybar or without having a cookie too...chocolate is not my drug or my god. amen